Letter to my wonderful tribe the shamanic midwifes:
I thought I might ask for support because the way I am doing is running in well-known circles.
I have reduced my private schedule which brought the sense of peace. Then I could realize that there is still so much I am doing.
Then I could find out that since moving to Canberra I am under constant fear and a lot of inner stress. I have started writing a list what makes me feeling so much fear and I could hardly stop.
(language, constantly meeting people I do not know really and on the other hand yearning for other people to feel comfortable, fear that others will discover the real me and always feeling different…)
I went to see a Naturopath last week to check why I am constantly tired, I asked to check my adrenalin glands. I have some tablets now which help me a lot and I have some Bachflowers to help me with my being homesick and adjusting.
I changed my life to have regular walks which does lighten my mood. I have also started to do a 10 minute decluttering everyday, which is really necessary and enables me to have more space.
The part which is still like a big rock is the part of my full time job. I have got the feeling always when I am about to bleed this topic turns up again and is just right before my eyes.
I thought I might ask you if you know a search engine or links where I could find part time jobs more related to the shamanic, health or nutrition…
I surrender…. asking for the best possible for me and my family.